It's really hard to stay out of things that are not my business.
on the other hand, i am still learning how to function as a wife and a mother of 3 children. It's easy in some ways and in others is really hard. I have a lot of help actually, but in some ways I feel completely alone. I know this time I was certain I would have the help and support of my friends...but I soon realized that was not the case. I know some of them are REALLY busy, but I cant help but get my feelings hurt. And I know this blog will make people think this is about them...and it might be lol. BUT i'm just writing it to make myself feel better. Feeling alone, as a lot of people understand, doesn't mean I am alone. It just is a feeling. and sometimes it makes me sad and feel left out, that's all.
anyways I feel kind of better getting that out.
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
upnderstand ?
I'm sorry that I can't always be there. And I'm sorry I don't call a lot. To everyone. But, I'm busy I have a lot of things to do...a lot of responsibles. Life isn't just about me anymore...or just Brian and I. Most everyone I know just has themselves to take care of. I have 5. I know its hard for people to understand my choices, but you don't have too. I just ask everyone respect it.
Sooner or later I will be able to be more involved with my friends and acquaintances...but for now, unless your truly invested in our friendship and take the time to contact me to make plans then we probably won't see one another often. I just am too scatter brained and when I blink the day is over.
Sooner or later I will be able to be more involved with my friends and acquaintances...but for now, unless your truly invested in our friendship and take the time to contact me to make plans then we probably won't see one another often. I just am too scatter brained and when I blink the day is over.
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tired
I'm so tired all day with little burst of energy. But its not enough. If I stay pregnant for the next 4 weeks and don't come early, and stay this tired then I'm going to need some help for sure. I feel like a bad parent to my kids that I have NO energy to take care of them 100% its only like 85% :((((((((( Jesus I hope this baby comes early, like anytime after this Tuesday is fine by me.
I can handle no sleep, or hardly any sleep, but whatever this is that is causing such exhaustion sucks.
I can handle no sleep, or hardly any sleep, but whatever this is that is causing such exhaustion sucks.
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