Cheers to Realization

Just because its not a big deal to me, doesn't mean its not a big deal to someone else. I learned this through this past week. And while I have learned this, from numerous events that have happened this week, I'm not quite sure the people I love have figured that out as well. But I'm just considering things said the past few days. Everyone is so wrapped up into #1, including myself, they cant see what its doing to others around them.

The main factors in my life is
not to judge
not to assume
forgiveness
and honesty

I'm not judging anyone, please don't judge me. I wont assume anything about anyone, so please don't assume anything about me. And please there is no need to be upset about anyone being honest about their feelings, even if you are admitting something to yourself.

so close yet so far away

Sometimes I say I don't want something as badly as I really do, because I don't wanna set myself up for failure. But I want it bad. I have such s hard time being motivated. I want to lose weight and tone up. I want to pay off our car early. I want to have a big savings account as a back up. I want to buy a second car and I defiantly want to buy a home for my family. I need to stop being selfish, stop being lazy, and turn in my atm card so I don't spend any money. I think if I just set the budget and pay the bills I can let him just follow the budget and then I can't be a shop-aholic anymore. And then when he goes shopping he has to follow the list for the budget and no snacks it junk or soda will be on the list. It's a win win situation. I just need to get in gear and do what healthy and best for our family.
What do you all think?