on my mind...do you really wanna know?

yeah so that would be bodes.....goood looking ones.
apparently im super shallow, pin pointed by a friend of mine. and sometimes personality doesn't even matter as long as the person is attractive. wow im a bitch lol
and this is probably going to be so inappropriate but i really don't give a fuck. I don't know if all women are like this or if its just something wrong with my brain. but i seriously think about sex 75% of the time..... weird right..? i don't know. lovin, porn, those silly craigslist adds (those make me laugh so hard i could pee my pants) like yeah.
and i have been watching a lot of jennamarbles lately and that bitch it amazing. loved the video about how people should stop playing games and be straight forward. like say "hey i like you and would like to hang out with you sometime soon" and if they turn you down then fuck them. right? easier said than done i guess because i cant get shit to come out of my mouth. blahblahblahblah im a ditsy girl blahblahblah. really now? whats wrong with me. why cant i act normal. i dont act that way. jesus. uuhhhhhhgggggggg LIFE is complicated but AMAZING. and i think the complications are just something i am putting in there that done even really need to be in there lol. god im such a female. klsjdflkjahsdiufhehfeiuhja;oijskjhdlkfjh
(wonder what it would be like to have penis...? just a thought.)

so my life as been CRAZY lately. and in a very good way.
i love it

this shit.....amazing

annnnnnnnnd there is more that i really would like to say but i cant because i risk destroying something that probably doesn't even exist. BUTTTTT lets just say i over think everything in this particular area and it drives me nuts.

im being driven wild.

my life
in a nut shell
is
beautiful
amazing
happy
full
hot
confusing
messy
frustrating
satisfying
lovin



only one thing lacking and that's passion
oh god do i need some passion


ok my ramble is over
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