eyes on you? eyes on me?

Why is it that people are so aggravated when put into specific social groups? like they are being segregated? Especially when they everyone does it them self's with others? I myself try not to socially separate people, even though there seems to be a trend. and if i do, i don't mean to. I am soooo tired of people do this to one another as well as them selfs (sometimes without knowing it.)
I'm tired of being penalized because our age group of 21-27years has been socially determined to be the "party" age. That is not even specifically accurate either. And that since I am choosing not to do so and be and grow as a responsible adult, that I am "un-fun" "un-able" and "too motherly(?)". I feel socially and personally attacked for my choices to have a family at a young age. I don't feel that is fair, and will not stand to hear it anymore. I am tired of being too this, or too that, or not good enough because I chose to be a patent. I would much rather only have my family than anyone else. I would make my decision a million times over and lose everyone, then to never have been married or to have never had my children.
There are millions of people and families out there that have made the same decisions that we have. I wonder if they are having the same issue as me or not?


I feel as though young adults, around my age, that are making poor decisions are blaming it on the "age group definition". That it makes it okay. Its not ok. Poor decisions are alwasy going to be poor, no matter what age. If a 35 year old woman was going out almost every night, single, she would be determined to be a "cougar" and possibly an alcoholic. If a 35 year old man was doing the same thing, he would be determined to have something like a "mid life crisis" and "not have it together". But in some way if a 21 year old was going out every night drinking and doing other things, that it is perfectly fine that its just the age. Why is there such a separation about age and actions that make poor decisions acceptable or unacceptable?

I just needed to get this all out. I have been holding it in, and I am so upset that I am going through this again because I am choosing to be a mother and a wife.I am tired of people thinking I am too motherly, when I am not i am just speaking my opinion. And I am even more tired of people telling me I cant do something, because its not that I cant...its that i am choosing not to.
Maybe its just me, or maybe it isn't. Just because others are not speaking out, doesn't mean I am the only one.

Why would we choose anything else? <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

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I'm not feeling good
My boy is not feeling good
And I'm super starving

where the ball lands

I feel like I'm playing four square. When the ball bounces into your square your supposed to bounce it back into another square. Back and forth it goes, it has balance, rythem and everyone knows how to play the game. But lately I'm waiting and waiting for the ball to be tossed and bounced back. I'm standing here, waiting, becoming bored, and starting to wonder if If when the ball actually gets bounced back to me if I'm going to want to still play.

I am yet again going through a major change, a major addition to my life. To my family life. And with every day that passes the closer it comes and I am without a doubt 110% sure that this is how I want my life. These are ny choices and I stand by them. They are what's right for me and my family. Many don't get my choices in life, but they don't have to. I honestly don't want to be like most people my age. I don't want to party all the time, or drink a lot. I don't want to date, or have a job. I don't want to go to school, or live at my parents. And I defiantly do not want to change who I am.
Not that anything on this list is bad, its just those are things I don't want.
I love being married, I love having my children. I love being pregnant. I love taking pride in my home and keeping it clean, and I like the responsibilities of managing finances and keeping my loves living the spending life they like. I love staying at home with the kids and teaching them new things, and I love seeing my sexy husband come home after a hard day at work!
I love it.
I'm not sure what point I am trying to make other than I love my life, I love where I am. I wish everyone the same fortune in life that I am experiencing. And if your not...then just be happyand grateful for what you have.

just a thought

I said it earlier...." its a privilege to be in anothers life " that goes for every type of relationship.
If its not working and you don't feel that way then why push it?
I'm not sure how its going to pan out

On a lighter note Jack Black on To Gabba Gabba is CRAZY!! LOL

ST Pattys got the stink eye

Haven't heard anything from driftwood yet. I really can't believe this. So we are starting the mediation process this saturday. It looks better on us if we try this first instead of just going to small claims court. So if they don't respond to this then we will then go to court and sue for our entire deposit back, the amount the mediation cost, as well as how much we had to spend on court fees and filing cost. I hope we can just get this settled with mediation but these people are a pain in the butt.

On the family update the kids are good...except Rory got pink eye that I am desperately trying not to spread to anyone else besides her. So our ST pattys day stuff isn't going to happen anymore :/ oh well. As long as we have some family time then everything is good.

I'm absolutely loving my life, my loves, and my home! I am so blessed and I am even more grateful for each day than the last!!!
<3

oh my word

so many people have been getting on my nerves. and not in like a bad way either. cant explain.....
dont pretend
                                                                          my <3

                                                                     my support

                                         I have no idea why we all couldnt get it togeather for the photo
                                                                voted best of 5(sort of sad) LOL

Can't Sleep

i dont like it

"Mom this is the best ever!"

I love it when Rory says that to me about anything. <3
So this morning is very gloomy but i dont really mind it. Its not going to last forever. And while
I am looking forward to warmer weather I am not looking forward to the 100 degree temperatures that it gets here. Especially considering our lack of air-conditioning units lol. Thank goodness I will not be pregnant in August!!!
I have been thinking of so many wonderful things lately. The sun, family trips, warmer weather, and having a new baby. There are so many things I want to do this summer. Zoo, Fairy Land, another kids place in Stockton ( i cant remember the name) Camping, going to the beach, BBQs, lazy summer nights on the front porch.... and a bunch of other things.
Im hoping most of this stuff we can accomplish after the new baby is born so my eye sight is better but some before would be lovely. Im just looking forward to spending time with my family, and friends. <3 We are so fortunate!

Lovely Day

enough said <3