I feel like I'm playing four square. When the ball bounces into your square your supposed to bounce it back into another square. Back and forth it goes, it has balance, rythem and everyone knows how to play the game. But lately I'm waiting and waiting for the ball to be tossed and bounced back. I'm standing here, waiting, becoming bored, and starting to wonder if If when the ball actually gets bounced back to me if I'm going to want to still play.
I am yet again going through a major change, a major addition to my life. To my family life. And with every day that passes the closer it comes and I am without a doubt 110% sure that this is how I want my life. These are ny choices and I stand by them. They are what's right for me and my family. Many don't get my choices in life, but they don't have to. I honestly don't want to be like most people my age. I don't want to party all the time, or drink a lot. I don't want to date, or have a job. I don't want to go to school, or live at my parents. And I defiantly do not want to change who I am.
Not that anything on this list is bad, its just those are things I don't want.
I love being married, I love having my children. I love being pregnant. I love taking pride in my home and keeping it clean, and I like the responsibilities of managing finances and keeping my loves living the spending life they like. I love staying at home with the kids and teaching them new things, and I love seeing my sexy husband come home after a hard day at work!
I love it.
I'm not sure what point I am trying to make other than I love my life, I love where I am. I wish everyone the same fortune in life that I am experiencing. And if your not...then just be happyand grateful for what you have.
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